There are some stories which begin with a journey, and others which begin with a mystery. This one begins with something far more troubling: a disappearance so complete that, at first, it does not seem like anything has been lost at all.
Those who have wandered before with the Cinnamon Bear may recall that his adventures often begin in just such a fashionâquietly, curiously, and with more at stake than first appears.
On an Easter morning that has somehow forgotten its own name, he sets out again with Judy, Jimmy, and the irrepressible Paddy OâCinnamonânot merely to recover a missing map that never showed anything, but to uncover a world that has misplaced something infinitely more important. What follows is not only an adventure, but a gentle and peculiar inquiry into the sort of absence that does not empty the world⊠but quietly prepares it to be filled.
There are some maps which are useful because they tell you where to go.
There are othersâwhich are far more mysterious, and therefore far more importantâthat tell you where you cannot go, and by doing so suggest where you must.
The Cinnamon Bear owned such a map.
It was, to all appearances, entirely blank.
This had never troubled him.
On the contrary, he regarded it as the most complete map he had ever seen.
Which is why, on the morning it disappeared, he was not so much alarmed as⊠interrupted.
The morning itself was an Easter morning, though it behaved as though it did not wish to draw attention to the fact. The light entered quietly, as if it had been waiting behind the world and had finally been invited in.
Cinnamon Bear sat up, stretched, and regarded the wall.
The wall, which had previously displayed the map, now displayed nothing at allâwhich, in this particular case, was distinctly less than before.
âWell,â said Cinnamon Bear, tilting his head, âthis is a curious improvement.â
He walked over and examined the small nail from which the map had hung.
âWhat I find remarkable,â he continued, âis that something which showed nothing has managed to go missing. One would think it would have had more experience at that sort of thing.â
At that moment, the window opened in a manner that suggested either enthusiasm or confusion, and two familiar figures tumbled in.
Jimmy arrived first, though not by intention.
Judy followed, though not by accident.
âWe came as fast as we could!â said Jimmy, brushing himself off. âSomething felt different.â
âItâs Easter,â said Judy, as though that explained everythingâwhich, in a way, it did.
âYes,â said Cinnamon Bear thoughtfully. âI had begun to suspect as much.â
Jimmy looked around.
âWhereâs your map?â
âIt has improved itself,â said Cinnamon Bear.
Judy frowned.
âImproved?â
âYes,â said Cinnamon Bear. âIt has removed itself entirely, which is a bold step for something that previously showed nothing.â
Jimmy blinked.
âYou mean itâs gone?â
âThat is the less philosophical way of putting it,â said Cinnamon Bear.
Judy stepped closer to the wall.
There, pinned neatly where the map had been, was a small note.
She reached up and took it down.
âMay I?â she asked.
âPlease,â said Cinnamon Bear. âI suspect it is written for someone who does not yet understand it.â
Judy read aloud:
âThe road you seek cannot be drawn.
Find the place where something is missing⊠and everything begins.â
Jimmy made a face.
âThatâs not directions,â he said.
âNo,â said Cinnamon Bear. âIt is considerably more troublesome than directions.â
At that momentâbecause such moments have an unfortunate habit of occurring at exactly the right timeâthere came a soft thump from just outside the window.
Paddy OâCinnamon entered headfirst, as though the world had momentarily lost track of which way was up.
âTop oâ the morning!â he said, from a perspective that suggested the ceiling had ambitions.
âOur map is gone,â said Jimmy.
âThe blank one?â said Paddy, righting himself with mild disappointment.
âThe very same,â said Cinnamon Bear.
Paddy considered this gravely.
âThatâs serious,â he said. âA missing map is bad enough. But a missing map that shows nothingâwell, that could lead anywhere.â
âThat,â said Cinnamon Bear, âis precisely the difficulty.â
Judy looked again at the note.
âFind the place where something is missingâŠâ she repeated softly.
Jimmy scratched his head.
âThat could be anywhere,â he said. âLots of things are missing all the time. Socks, for instance.â
âYes,â said Paddy. âBut socks are rarely the beginning of everything.â
Judy was still looking at the wall.
âIt doesnât feel like something small is missing,â she said. âIt feels like⊠something important.â
Cinnamon Bear turned to her.
âWhat sort of important thing?â
Judy hesitated.
âThe sort you donât notice at first,â she said, âbut once itâs gone, everything feels⊠quieter.â
Jimmy looked around the room.
âIt does feel quieter,â he said.
âNo,â said Judy. âNot like that. Not outside. Inside.â
Cinnamon Bear smiled slightly.
âMy dear Judy,â he said, âI believe you have just described the beginning of a very serious adventure.â
Jimmy brightened immediately.
âOh good,â he said. âI was hoping it would be serious.â
Paddy leaned out the window and looked at the morning.
âWell, itâs a fine day for it,â he said. âOr at least, itâs trying to be.â
They stepped outside together.
The air was fresh in the way that suggests something has just happenedâor is about to. The sky stretched above them, not empty, but expectant.
âIt doesnât feel like Easter,â said Jimmy after a moment.
âNo,â said Judy. âIt feels like it forgot.â
Cinnamon Bear stopped walking.
âThat,â he said quietly, âis an extraordinary thing to say.â
Jimmy frowned.
âHow can a day forget itself?â
Cinnamon Bear considered this.
âI do not know,â he said. âBut I suspect we are about to find out.â
They followed the road, though it would be more accurate to say that the road followed them, as roads often do when one has no clear destination.
After some time, they came upon a village.
At first glance, it was perfectly ordinary.
At second glance, it was perfectly wrong.
The houses stood neatly. The doors were properly placed. The windows looked out with an expression that suggested they had nothing in particular to see.
And yetâ
There was no laughter.
There was no music.
There were no bells.
Jimmy slowed.
âThis place feelsâŠâ he began.
ââŠlike itâs waiting for something,â said Judy.
âNo,â said Cinnamon Bear gently. âLike it has forgotten something.â
They approached a baker standing in his doorway.
âGood morning!â said Cinnamon Bear.
The baker nodded.
âGood morning,â he said, though without conviction.
âAre you preparing for Easter?â asked Judy.
The baker paused, as though searching for the word.
âFor what?â he said.
âFor Easter,â said Jimmy.
The baker frowned.
âThere is no such thing,â he said.
Paddy leaned toward Jimmy.
âThatâs a very large nothing,â he whispered.
Cinnamon Bear nodded slowly.
âYes,â he said. âAnd large nothings are rarely natural.â
They walked further into the village.
A woman swept her doorstep with great determination, though there was nothing there to sweep. A man adjusted a sign that did not need adjusting. Everything was in order.
Everything was correct.
Everything was missing something.
Judy stopped.
âDo you hear that?â she asked.
They listened.
âI donât hear anything,â said Jimmy.
âExactly,â said Judy.
Cinnamon Bear looked at her with quiet approval.
âYes,â he said. âThat is precisely what we are hearing.â
Jimmy looked uneasy.
âI donât like it,â he said. âItâs like⊠something should be happening.â
Judy turned slowly.
âThere used to be bells,â she said.
âBells?â said Paddy.
âYes,â said Judy. âI donât remember them exactly⊠but I remember that they were there.â
Cinnamon Bear followed her gaze.
Beyond the village rose a hill.
It was not a grand hill, nor a dramatic one. It simply stood there, with the calm assurance of something that knows it will be important later.
âWell,â said Cinnamon Bear, adjusting his hat, âI believe we have found the place where something is missing.â
Jimmy squinted at the hill.
âIt doesnât look like much,â he said.
âImportant things rarely do,â said Cinnamon Bear.
Paddy peered at it.
âDo you suppose itâs missing something obvious?â he asked. âLike a door? Or a cake?â
âMore likely something essential,â said Cinnamon Bear.
Judy took a step forward.
âI think,â she said slowly, âthat whatever is missing there⊠is the reason for everything else.â
There was a moment of silence.
Not the empty sort.
The expectant sort.
Cinnamon Bear nodded.
âYes,â he said. âThat sounds exactly right.â
Jimmy looked from the hill to the village and back again.
âSo weâre going up there?â he asked.
Cinnamon Bear smiled.
âMy dear Jimmy,â he said, âwe have been going up there ever since the map disappeared.â
And togetherâwithout quite knowing what they would find, but with a growing certainty that it mattered very muchâthey began to walk toward the hill.
Behind them, the village remained orderly, quiet, and incomplete.
Ahead of them, the path curved upward, as paths often do when they intend to lead somewhere important.
And though none of them said it aloud, there was a senseâlight as morning and steady as truthâthat they were not merely searching for something that had been lost.
They were drawing nearer to something that had already changed everything.
End of Part I
And so, like all the best journeys, this one does not end where it finishes. For the strangest truth of all is that what seemed, at first, to be missing was never merely goneâbut waiting to be found in a way no map could contain. The road that could not be drawn has now been walked; the silence that puzzled has begun to speak; and the empty place, which appeared to hold nothing at all, has revealed itself as the beginning of everything. If this tale has done its work properly, it will not leave you with answers neatly arrangedâbut with a question lingering, quiet and luminous: what, in your own world, appears to be missing⊠and may yet be the very thing that changes everything?
From Chesterton Radio in Atchison, Kansasâwhere the old stories are still true, and the truest stories are never old.


